I only got hold of the news last night.
you’ve really got me stunned there this time.
for the first time, towards all sorts of issues about you,
this one gave me a real smack.
it ached.
i literally blanked-out for a moment.
i could’ve or should’ve said something..
but seriously, i didn’t know what words i could utter out.
like i mentioned. stunned. shocked.. to be more exact.
imagining you involved with such kind of issues is never something that will cross my mind.
but pointless to say those ” if only..” shits anymore, for it IS happening now.
but honestly, one thing for sure.
you failed her.
you failed us.
most of all, you failed your. own. life.
disappointed and saddening.. is definately how we all feel bout’ this.
is it that bad?
like doing it would solve anything that you were facing then.
no it didn’t right?
so why?
years ago when i first knew you, i looked up to you as someone reliable enough.
but gradually as i got to know you more, the good qualities of you diminished off bit by bit..
till this last bit of you, you’ve decided to pass the point of no return.. maybe?
sigh.
so now that you’ve choosen this new path,
good luck and take care.. are my only words for you.
” you were someone great years before when i’ve first known you, and that’s who you really are i know.”
Bye, for now.
Untill we see you again..
